I feel as though it is my fault, like I didn't try hard enough to put myself out there, make more friends, be more social... but after a couple of racist incidents, it really got me down, like people here made me feel ashamed of my ancestry.
What was nice through was that my boyfriend was there for me, even when I felt like giving up, and he's been helping me emotionally, even financially.
I really feel like moving back to LA, just to live life there. I really miss California, and all the friends I've grown to love.
So much to think about.
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I'm sorry to hear that you're not feeling happy and out of place. I felt like that when I lived in Germany, and I do think part of the reason is that I became quite introverted. Do try to go out and become friends with more people, and if it doesn't work do what you feel is right for you.
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aww I'm sorry to read that things aren't going well :( I hope everything gets better.
hey, i know how you feel. I am on my year abroad and my bf was staying with me most of the time. now he had to move back to the UK and I am so lost without him. I'm considering not finishing my year abroad... many hugs to you,
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hello dear, how are you doing now? Hope youre ok and London has been nice to you! I can't believe there are still some racist issues there, its such a multicultural place!
xoxo
hi, it was interesting to read the story of your courses and other changes you have had to.
the thing is, i feel that i can have the same problem as u did.. im planning to study in uk (fashion journalism or writing fashion and culture studies) and it's so hard to decide what to do (im from Lithuania)
And it would be nice if you could write me back to skype tribeca_star or email peaceandlovekurt@gmail.com i need your help, thanks! ;>
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